...i'Ve FaLlEn...

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

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So ayan. Opisyal nang nagtapos ang 2008!!

Welcome 2009!

My 2008 has be filled with lots of laughter, crying and heart-felt moments that will take me forever to write down.

It also was filled with people that I love to be with and the few that always irritates my day even though they didn't to anything in the first place. Haha.

But I want to thank all of the people that has made my 2008 the way it was.

Special thanks to the following people:

Jeszel Marie Valeda Sigua: sa pagiging isang napaka-buting kaibigan sa lahat ng pagkakataon. and always remember, YOU ARE MY BESTEST FRIEND. mahal na mahal kitang gago ka! :))

Napoleon Arnaiz: sa pagdamay sakin sa aking mga seasonal EMO moments. :)) you'er the greatest new person that entered my life.

Daynielle Andrea Santos: dahil ngayong naging close na tayo, nakita ko ang tunay na ako.

Kathrine Anne Rullan: sa pagpapakita sakin ang TRUE YAOI WAY! :)) salamat din sa mga panahon na nagkakasabay ang pagdadrama natin at napapasaya natin ang isa't isa.

Ma. Vanessa Gesta at Mary Camille Bartolo: kayong dalawa ang pinakabangag na taong nakilala ko! Salamat sa kalibugan, kabangagan at kung anu-ano pa! :))

Mikko Fuentes Dela Cruz: yes Mr. Singer, salamat sa lahat ng pagkakataon na alam kong pinagpapasensyahan mo ang mala-demonyo kong ugali!! :D thank you pare! :D

Sageng ( Maika Sarah Palaroan, Jan Christine Perez, Paolo Miguel Quimbo, Nathalie Joy Mertalla, Roselle Aimee Sy, Jeszel Marie Sigua) and the rest of the 3-33 family: salamat sa inyo kahit hindi na tayo masyadong nagkakasama! sobrang miss ko na kayo! as in sobra!! :D thanks for the memories!

4-43: sa lahat ng bangag moments, mga araw na walang tulog, sa pagrereklamo sa mga schoolworks, sa lahat ng katarantaduhan, kamanyakan atbp!

Pasensya na sa mga susunod na mga tao na hindi ko na mabibigyan ng special message (in no particular order):

Julian Eugene Torcuator, Richard Christian Dequilla, Paolo Gabrielle Estacio, Regina Mary Ignatius Javier, Panyarak Roque, Angelo Antonio, John Benedict Masuda, Dyan Marie and Denise Lucero, Kristine Llano, Dexter Ancheta, Julian Carlos Cirineo, Zhey Anzures, Heland Arcolas, Michael Cedrick Ungab, Francis John Camit, John Erick Alim, Akeem Aragon, Gesmund Ballecer, Kenneth and Katrina Fernandez, Georjohn Edward Olarte, Gerard Nick Chu, Kent Joseph Limpot, Lawrence Eli Badayos, Jerry Jiao, Micah Timothy Pe, Justine Errol Mendoza, at sa marami pang iba na alam niyo nman kung sino kayong mga mahal ko eh.

Maraming-maraming salamat sa inyo.

Hindi makukumpleto ang 2008 ko kung wala kayo. Marahil malungkot nga ang ibang pagkakataon ng taong ito pero sa mga oras na nalulungkot ako, lagi kayong andiyan para pasayahin ako! Mahal na mahal ko kayo at hinding-hindi ko kayo malilimutan.

HAPPY NEW YEAR SA LAHAT at SANA'Y MALAGPASAN NG 2009 AND 2008 NATIN. :D

I LOVE YOU ALL!!

i've fallen in love... fell from the sky 4:49 AM

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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Wow. December 31 na. Ambilis ng panahon, takte.

At sa pagtatapos ng taon na ito, papalapit na ng papalapit ang pagtatapos ng aking highschool life.

So, tama ka. EMO post na naman po ito.

nakakatamad ituloy! :))

anyways!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D

i've fallen in love... fell from the sky 6:13 PM

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Monday, December 29, 2008

Yesterday afternoon, I decided to go to Nap's place to meet with Vanessa. We were planning to do your physics toy thing and we made up our minds on what kind of toy we will be doing. :D

Then they did their math project in which, out of stupidity, I did wrong. I wasn't able give any description at all about what kind of activity do the links connect to. Stupid irritating me. I only sent 5 links. That's all. :))

After hanging out at Nap's place, we went to Sta. Lucia because Nap needs containers for his contact lenses.

Headed straight to Bea's place, ate, laughed, made noise, waited for the people to leave, and sang our fucking lungs out. Sud was there. haha.

Too tired to tell everything in detail.

Just wait till Bea uploads the pictures. :))

i've fallen in love... fell from the sky 7:43 PM

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Saturday, December 27, 2008

Sungha Jung is Love.

i've fallen in love... fell from the sky 4:40 PM

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Stolen from Jose Vito Fulgencio. :D

Where did you begin 2008?

- sa harapan ng computer at sa banyo.

What was your status by Valentine's day of 2008?

- single powhzz...

Did you have to go to the hospital?

- hindi.. good thing no.. :D

Did you have any encounters with the police?

- nope. good boy.

Where did you go on vacation?

- uhm sa Expert Guides. :)) Nag-review para sa entrance exams. (I MET BM! hihi!)

What did you purchase over $500?

- hala.

Did you know anybody who got married?

- ,meron.

Did you know anybody who passed away?

- yup.

What sporting events did you attend?

- IAC

What concerts/shows did you go to?

- Panic! At the Disco, Boys like Girls.

Where do you live now?

- Project 8 parin. since 1992.

Describe your birthday.

- this year? SO HAPPY!

What's the one thing you thought you would never do but did?

- uminom ng hard.

Any new additions to your family?

- wala naman.

What was your best month?

- MAY!

Who was your best drinking buddy?

- Vanessa. Mikko. :))

Made new friends?

- OPKORS!

Any regrets?

- madami.

What do you want to change in 2009?

- hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Overall, how would you rate this year?

- 5/10

Have any life changes in 2008?

- wala naman.

Got a new job?

- anong klaseng JOB?? :))

How old did you turn this year?

- 16 po.

Did anything embarrassing?

- sa ano.. tapos ano..

Get married or divorced?

- hala.. baket??

Be honest - did you watch American Idol?

- yep. was rooting for the guy who looked like a gay kid with down syndrome.

Start a new hobby?

- wala.

Are you happy to see 2008 go?

- actually no. that also means we're nearing the end of our HS lives. *shucks. emo. :))*

Drank Starbucks in 2008?

- onaman.

Been naughty or nice.

- a little bit on the naughty side i think.

What are you wishing for 2009?

- sana we could part ways without bad memories and fix up broken relations.. seryoso.

i've fallen in love... fell from the sky 4:17 PM

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Friday, December 26, 2008

Stolen from Luccia. :D

1) Can you take this without deleting any questions?
* oh yes!
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2) What's going on between you and the last person you kissed?
* hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. crush ko po siya.
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3) What was your worst mistake in your life?
* is this a trick question? :))
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4) Would you get back with your last ex if they asked you?
* maybe.. :(
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5) What's something you really want right now, be honest:
* 1000000000000000000000000$
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6) Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
* hindi po ako kumakain ng butterflies! :)) shet hahah. bangag.
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7) Does anything on your body hurt right now?
* yes. my heart. :))
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8) Who was the last person to disappoint you?
* si ano. hmm. siya.
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9) Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
* bea, nap, daday! :))
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10) What are you listening to?
* last chistmas! :D
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11) Whats a quote from a song that you are listening to?
* last christmas i gave you my heart but the very next day, you gave it away.
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12) Have you ever punched a hole in the wall?
* yes! :D
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13) Do you know someone in jail?
* of course.
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14) What about in DGA?
* huh? ano yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu?
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15) Where were you at 2:00 this morning?
* nasa sahig.
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16) Who did you copy this from?
* Luccia.
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17) How do you know them?
* ano daw?
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18) Do you wear glasses?
* nope.
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19) Anywhere you'd rather be right now?
* beside him. :D
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20) Are you going anywhere for the next summer?
* boracay ata.
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21) Do you have plans today?
* gabi na po.
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22) Waiting for someone to call?
* nope.
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23) Will you call them if they dont call?
* . . .
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24) What's a fact about the last person who had their arms around you?
* pinsan ko siya.
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25) Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
* sa Robinson's Galleria.
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26) Could you go a day without eating?
* noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!! =)))
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27) Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
* yes.
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28) Do you still talk to the last person you dated?
* yes.
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29) Have you ever kissed a stranger? if so, how did it happen?
* ewan ko. :))
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30) Do your parents force you to go to church or let you make the decision?
* huh? labo po nung question.
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31) When it comes to the opposite sex what is your type?
* wala. :))

35) What was the last thing you drank?
* pepsi.
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36) What was for dinner tonight?
* talong. chicken. smoked fish. spaghetti paren. puta.
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37) Does your ex miss you?
* malay ko sa gagong yun.
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38) Does anyone love you?
* no one loves me. maglalaslas na ako! :))
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39) How was the week been?
* hmmmmmmmmmm. petiks lang. :)) sa dami ng gagawin, wala pa akong nasisimulan!
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40) Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
* uhm. tiyahin ko po siya eh.
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41) Do you curse in front of your parents?
* sometimes.
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44) Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with an A?
* yes. ACE.
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45) Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
* nope.
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46) When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
* i try to go after them.
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47) Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
* yep.
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48) Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
* oo naman.
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49) Does anyone hate you?
* you can't please everybody.
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50) Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
* of course!
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51) Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
* opo. madaming dahilan. si ms. adriano, si ezra, si sud. hay nako.
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52) Do you dance in the car?
* hahahahahahah.

i've fallen in love... fell from the sky 1:05 AM

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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Gasgas na po ang linyang ito pero sasambitin ko parin: MERRY CHRISTMAS.

Okay fine sige masaya ang pasko ko pero may isang bagay lang na super nang-irita sakin ngayon.

Puta yung ginawa kong greeting pic para dun sa isang taong nagcecelebrate ng birthday niya ngayong christmas eh ayaw lumabas sa FS niya. Tangina. EFFORT PO KASI YUN. Tanginang friendster yan. Ayaw talagang lumabas nung comment ko dun sa page niya.

Yun lang naman. Sabihin niyo nang mababaw pero pinaghirapan ko kasi yun eh. Nakakairita lang po talaga.

So. Ayun nga.

Happy ako dahil din sa kanya. :D Ewan ko. Lagi kasi kaming magkachat ngayong vacation. :D Happiness po. :D

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Para dun sa isa DIYAN na nagfifeeling po na BITCH siya, wala naman pong kwenta. Eh, wag mo na pong pahirapan ang sarili mo kasi hindi naman po bagay. Mukha kang YAYA eh.

Wag ka ngang lalapit sa mga magagandang nilalang na nasa paligid mo. Alam mo yun, feeling mo kasi ang GANDA mo porke't kasama mo ang magaganda. UHM. REALITY CHECK PO, may salamin ka ba sa bahay mo? Pwede pakitignan naman kahit saglit. :D It's for your own good po. PROMISE :D

And one more thing, pwede ba magtanong? San mo binibili yung mga damit mo? AMPANGIT EH! Tangina kasing pananamit yun. Medyo, uhm. RETASO ba yung nabili mo?

Oh well. Dahil Christmas ngayon. Mabait ako sayo. Pasensya na INDAY ah, wala kang bonus eh. Hindi kasi bagay sa pagmumukha mo eh. Deduction siguro pwede pa.

ILYSM Yaya.

xoxo

i've fallen in love... fell from the sky 4:58 AM

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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Wala po akong magawa at andito ako ngayon sa bahay ni Jeszel Marie Valeda Sigua para sa diumano'y CAT thing namin na hindi naman namin alam kung anong gagawin. :))

Goodluck nalang po.

Siguro maglilinis nalang kami ng estero at poso negro dun sa baranggay ni KA-IROG!! :))

Oh well.

Hay nako. Kasi naman diba paskong-pasko may mga requirements pa. KUPAL PO! :)) Meron pang defense para sa English, monologue, physics toy, TLE fuckers, theology homework, math projects, Journalism action research, GICP things!, Music and tong fucking CAT na kaylangan pa daw ng DOCUMENTATION.

Mamaya na nga. Nagugutom na ako! hahaha. YATUGUSH!

PUNTA KAYO SA CELEBRATION NG BIRTHDAY NI BEA SA DECEMBER 29 kahit 31 yung birthday niya talaga. Kasi naman diba? Sino namang pupunta ng 31? Baka maputukan ka pa nun pag pauwi ka na. Sagutin ka pa niya.

BYE BYE.

XOXO
-Gossip Gay

i've fallen in love... fell from the sky 2:18 PM

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Monday, December 22, 2008

gusto ko pong magsorry kay Nap at Redge.

Sana wag pong magkaron ng away dahil sakin.

i love you both po. ako nalang po away niyo.

i've fallen in love... fell from the sky 7:27 PM

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LEGEND:

kuya: anzel
ate: isang babaeng ewan ko ba.

*Day 1

KUYA: ate SANA mamaya matuloi :)
ATE: pagpray ntin :)
KUYA: tama tama :3

after a few hours..
si ATE ay nag txt kay KUYA..
ATE: kuya pde ka p b? :)
KUYA: oo aman ate! :D anytime pwede ako bsta ikaw!
ATE: uhm gue txt mo ko pag dun kna.. :)
KUYA: gue gue po ;3

nkarating si KUYA sa meeting place nila..
tinext ni KUYA si ATE.
KUYA: un dito na po ako :D
ATE: ge po papunta na ako :)

naghintay saglit si KUYA.. dumating si ATE wuu.. kabado si KUYA nun..
pag-baba ni ATE.. kitang kita sa mukha ni KUYA ang saya na maksama si ATE nung araw na un.. ang GANDA ni ATE nung araw na un SOBRA :)
biglang nagtanung si ATE kay KUYA..

ATE: san po ba atu pupunta? :)
KUYA: bsta surprise! ;)
ATE: uhmm diba sa mataas na place?
KUYA: uhm. bsta surprise :)

pumara ng jeep na msasakyan si KUYA para sila ay makapunta na sa pupuntahan..
sa kaya sila pupunta? :)
malalaman mamaya :D
ako ay mag CHURCH muna :3

Day 1 part 2 will be continue later on. :3

*Day 1 Part 2 :)

nakaskay nga ng jeep sila ATE & KUYA :)
hbang nsa jeep sila ay..
parang nagdadalwang isip pa din sya na sumamasya kay KUYA nung araw na iyon.. nangbiglang humrit si KUYA (to kill boredom) :D

KUYA: Ate oh ok k lng b dyan? :)
ATE: opo, san b ksi tayo punta?

dumating sila sa isang lugar na alam ng dalawa..

ATE: dito tayo? :))
KUYA: hindi pa po :)
ATE: ok kaw na nga bahala :)

naglakad sila.. naglkad naglkad :D

KUYA: un dun po tayo sa bakeshop na un :)
ATE: uhm ok :)

pagkapasok aay..

Hinila ni KUYA ang upuan para mkaupo si ate.. ngunit..

ATE: Kaya ko po :P
KUYA: oo nga po :)
KUYA: order lng ako :)

pagka-order ni kuya..

ATE: oh.. hala. busog pa ako.. dami ko na nkain knina eh. ska taba ko na kea ;x
KUYA: please ate.. minsan lng aman eh.. :)

habang sila ay kumakain...

ATE: ay! may bibigay pala ako sayo :)
KUYA: ako din syempre ;3

TO BE CONTINUE..

Day 1 Part 3 ;3

habang sila nga ay nagbibigayan ng regalo sa isat isa.. :))
kaexcite nuh? =))

KUYA: ok toh na :3
*sbay kuha ng regalo nya sa pocket nya.. habang nsa likod ni ATE na "nkapkit"?* :D

ATE: anu ba ksi yan? :)
KUYA: ...
*isusuot na sana ni KUYA ang necklace na gift nya kay ATE.. nagbuhol buhol aman :))*

ATE: ako na nga magsusuot :)
KUYA: hindi hindi ako dapat magsusuot :3

*muling sinubukan ni KUYA na isuot ang necklace kay ATE...ngunit..

ATE: sinasakal mo aman ako eh :))
KUYA: oh sorry aman..
ATE: ako n ksi..
KUYA: oh e2 na nga eh.. :3

*pero di nagppigil si KUYA at sinubukan ult :))
at this time.. pinigil tlga sya ni ATE. sorry ka KUYA :))

ATE: ako na nga ksi :)
KUYA: opo sige na nga eh.. kaw na na :D

*at inabot na nga lng ni KUYA ang gift nya :))
barado si KUYA :)) better luck next time KUYA :P
kumain na sila ulit... ngitian pa sila :)
ng biglang..

ATE: may sasabhin ako..
KUYA: anu po un? :)

TO BE CONTINUE.. ;3

i've fallen in love... fell from the sky 4:09 AM

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Thanks Nap, Daday and Bea. :D ]

Buti nalang natuloy ang laboy ko ngayong araw. Akala ko talaga wala na akong pagasang makalaboy eh. Buti nalang nag-aya bigla si Bea, at syempre game naman ako. :D

Dapat kasi si Torc ang kasama ko ngayon at manunuod daw kami ng QUARANTINE. Eh may dapat siyang asikasuhin somewhere. Di ko alam kung nagdadahilan lang siya o meron talaga, pero IDC nalang. Kung san siya masaya edi dun siya. :))

Anyways.

Ayun, nag-GateWay kami nina Bea at walang humpay nag pagta-TimeZone lang ang inatupag namin.

Nung on the way pa nga ako dun eh meron pang babaeng parang timang na nangangaroling sa bus na sinakyan ko eh. Medyo sa harapan ko kasi siya nagkakakanta kaya hindi ako makatawa. Nagtext nalang ako eh. :)) Binigyan ko siya ng 25 cents. ;))

Back to the story. Ayun, nagvideoke kami, nag DDR, naglaro ng basketball, at yung something na may kabayo. :)) Naglaro pa kami ng Tekken 6. Durog sakin si Bea. :)) *go Lili**

May gwapo palang character sa Tekken 6 ah. Si Leo.

Haha.

Nakakairita pa yung microphone dun sa Videoke Booth nila. Ampapangit ng mga boses namin. :)) Lumipat kami sa kabilang room at umayos naman kasi may ECHO na. :))

Mga 8:30 kinailangan na namin umuwi kasi magsisimbang gabi pa si BEA. Oh yes. Magsisimba si Bea at pag hindi siya nakauwi, kakatayin siya ng nanay niya.

Sabi nga nila "Isang oras lang ang hinihingi sa iyo ng diyos".

:D

THANKS TALAGA AH.
NAPOLEON ARNAIZ
DAYNIELLE SANTOS
AT
JESZEL MARIE SIGUA
ILYSM.

i've fallen in love... fell from the sky 2:09 AM

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Sunday, December 21, 2008

From Jeszel Marie Valeda Sigua :D

1) BUDDY OF THE YEAR?
- Napoleon Arnaiz. :D

2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest friend)
- somebody you don't know eh. :))

3) NEWCOMER AWARD (coolest new friend)
- sino ba? :)) si Richard Dequilla!! :))

4) HIGHEST POINT OF THE YEAR?
- Immersion po.

5) LOWEST POINT OF THE YEAR?
- madami. nung nagagalit siya sakin. *hay nako*

6) BEST HOLIDAY
- PASKO! :))

7) SONG FOR 2008
- graduation song. vitamin c

8) BEST MOVIE FOR 2008
- twilight siguro.

9) WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH AND WHERE?
- Bea Sigua and Kenneth Fernandez. Mall hopping! Sta.Lu, RP, Megamall then Shang! :))

10) WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN?
- bakit? nagiging hayop ba pag halloween?

11) RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR?
- hmmmmmmmm. KFC po. :D

12) KISS OF THE YEAR?
- go Mark. :D

13) BEST DECISION MADE THIS YEAR?
- wala po.

14) WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR NEXT YEAR?
- hopefully maayos ang mga gusot.

15) MOST STUPID IDEA WHEN DRUNK?
- never got drunk. YET.

16) TV SHOW OF THE YEAR?
- Survivor! :)) Junjou Romantica pare.

17) MOST LOYAL FRIEND(s)?
- Bea.

18) HEARTBREAKER OF THE YEAR?
- Angelo.

19) BIGGEST CHANGE OF THE YEAR?
- Im DEADLIER! :))

20) NEW YEAR’S RESOLUTION?
- magpakamatay! :))

What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
- had sex! :)) joke. hmm., ano ba?

Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
- wala nga ako nun eh. san ba nabibili yun?

Did anyone close to you give birth?
- yep. cousin.

Did anyone close to you die?
- wala pa naman.

What countries did you visit?
- puro plano wala namang natutuloy.

What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
- love life pare. LOVELIFE!

What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
- May 22, 2008.

What was your biggest achievement of the year?
- hindi matulog at dumirecho pasok sa SCHOOL! :)

What was your biggest failure?
- madami eh. :)) Many to mention.

Did you suffer illness or injury?
- wala nga eh.

What was the best thing you bought?
- gameboy?

Whose behavior merited celebration?
- BEA!! EMO-ness to the nth power.

Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
- tangina mo ah.

Where did most of your money go?
- pagkain po.

What did you get really, really, really excited about?
- nung nagbati kami. tapos mawawala din pala.

What song(s) will always remind you of 2008?
- i love you goodbye, over you, the art of letting go, goodbye to you, sorry na.

Compared to this time last year, are you:

i.happier or sadder? -- super duper sadder.
ii. thinner or fatter? -- tangina mo ah. nangiinsulto ka ba?
iii. richer or poorer? -- oh yes. poorer talaga.

What do you wish you'd done more?
- magpakalalaki.

What do you wish you'd done less of?
- mainlove.

How many one-night stands?
- WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF?

What was your favorite TV program?
- wala po.

Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
- opo.

What was the best book you read?
- twilight saga. yun lang naman ang binasa ko eh. UBD?

What was your greatest musical discovery?
- JAMLEGEND.COM

What did you want and get?
- ano daw?

What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
- kumain sa KFC kasama yung crush ko, si Torc, si Bea and others.

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
- no more fights.

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
- THONGS! :)) hahaha. joke. wala eh.

What kept you sane?
- bea.

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
- wala.

What political issue stirred you the most?
- hala. si Xavier ata dapat sumasagot nito eh.

Who did you miss?
- 3-33 po. :D Lahat sila.

Who was the best new person you met?
- SI BM MENDOZA! :D

Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008:
- wag nang mainlove. EVER.

What was the nicest thing someone told you about yourself:
- "hai. sana naging gerl ka nlang" - anonymous.

The most touching experience you've had this year?
- peace retreat po.

What did you like most about yourself this year?
- i cope with my EMO moments.

What did you hate most about yourself this year?
- madrama masyado. puro iyak nalang eh.

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
- "goodbye to all the thing i thought i knew"

Was 2008 a good year for you?
- most of it no. the earlier parts. YES!

What was your least favorite moment of the year?
- nung sinabi niya na OBSESSED daw ako sa kanya.

Where were you when 2008 began?
- sa bahay po. naliligo.

Who were you with?
- family!

Where will you be when 2008 ends?
- ganun parin.

Who will you be with when 2008 ends?
- ano ba.

Do you have a new years resolution for 2009?
- wag nalang magdrama.

What was your favorite month of 2008?
- May.

Did you lose anybody close to you in 2008?
- YES!

Did you miss anybody in the past year?
- yes. my former class. 3-33.

How many concerts did you see in 2008?
- dalawa lang.

Did you drink a lot of alchohol in 2008?
- onti lang. hindi nga ako nalasing eh.

Do a lot of drugs in 2008?
- hala! ano toh? :))

Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
- oo.

How much money did you spend in 2008?
- Approx. 200,000

What was your proudest moment of 2008?
- nakapag-unli call ako! :))

What was your most embarrassing moment of 2008?
- SHOWSTOPPING moments.

If you could go back in time to any moment of 2008 and change something, what would it be?
- hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

What are your plans for 2009?
- grumadweyt pare. at makipagayos.

How are you different now that the year has ended?
- mas malandi po.

What are your wishes for the new year?
- sana maayos na lahat ng dapat maayos.

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Thursday, December 18, 2008

Tangina pare, LAST CHRISTMAS PARTY ko na sa SBC-Rizal kahapon. Nakakalungkot na hindi na to masusundan. Tulad din ng last X-mas Mass performance kahapon ng Schola Cantorum na may mga epal na hindi naman kumakanta. Ika-nga ni Mikko, mas madrama siguro yun kung kami-kami lang na masugid na miyembro ng Schola ang nandun at lahat kami ay kumakanta. Nakakalungkot hay.

Ang nakakaasar pa kahapon, pinipilit ko nang ibaon muna sa limot ang katotohanan na last XMAS party na ngayon pero tangina nito na father eh pinatayo pa kaming mga 4th Year at pinaalala pa. Nag-goodbye pa nga ata siya eh. Epal amf. Dun na nagsimula ang pagka-emo ko.
Hindi ko nga lang masyadong pinahalata nung Xmas party mismo. Nakakairita yung fact na hanggang dito nalang ang high school. Bakit ba parang ambilis. Nakakabadtrip.

Hindi pa talaga ako handa para lisanin ang HS at mas lalong hindi ako handa na mahiwalay na sa mga kaibigang apat na taon ko nang kasama. As in sobra. Like OMG na talaga.

Onga pala, bakasyon na pero hindi ko pa masyadong feel. Andaming gagawin eh.
Project sa Physics at Math. Yung Monologo sa Filipino, at pagpeprepare para s Defence or Revalida sa English. So goodluck nalang sa pagsabay nag page-emo ko buong christmas break at sa mga dapat asikasuhin.

Eh sa nalulungkot talaga ako eh. Hindi ko nga maimagine kung gaano ako sobrang iiyak pagdating na ng graduation.

Mamimis ko kayo lahat ng araw simula ngayon ichecherish ko na talaga. AS in SOBRA.

Kung pwede lang ako magdala ng camera araw-araw gagawin ko para lang magkaron ako ng napakaraming remembrance. :D

I LOVE YOU ALL. :((

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Monday, December 15, 2008

Sinong gising pa! haha. Hindi na ako matutulog. Goodluck nalang sa dugo ko. :))

Papasok ako ng walang tulog. Hindi ko pa tapos term paper ko. PRELIMS PA! :))

Woohooo!

I love myself.

TANGINANG KAPE! Nakakabangag!
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Sunday, December 14, 2008

Half Day kami kanina so may karapatan akong umuwi ng maaga na hindi ko naman sinunod. Tumambay ako sa Robinson's Galleria at nagtangkang manuod ng Indie Film na DOSE starring Yul Servo and a 12 year old kid. Kaso nga lang nabigo ako kasi naman R-18 pala siya akala ko naman R-13 lang so sayang. Hindi naman kasi talaga ako papasa ng R-18 sa height kong to eh, tapos naka-uniform pa ako ng San Beda pare. So wag nalang nga.

Nang ako ay mabigo ay dumirecho ako ng Tom's World para maglaro ng kung ano ano. Una bumili ako ng limang tokens na sinayang ko sa paglalaro ng Dance Dance Revolution na hindi naman ako marunong pati na ng Drum Mania.

Ng hindi parin ako nakuntento, bumili ako nung 10+3 tokens na pack which is worth 50 pesos at sinayang naman ang lahat ng yun sa pagkanta ng BIDYOKE. Nasa private room naman ako kaya talagang makapala ng mukha kong kumanta kasi ako lang naman ang nakakarinig sa akin.

Pagkatapos maubos ng lahat ng iyon eh dumirecho na sa bahay at dumating ako ng mga alas-kwatro. :D

Ngayon balak ko nang simulan ang naiwang term paper na hopefully matapos ko na hanggang mamayang 12mn.

SO HELP ME GOD.

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yey. finally may progress na ang term paper ko. ahahahah.

tapos na akong mag-tally!! woohoo!!

good thing half day bukas. im going to finish up chapters 4 and 5 tomorrow.

and fix up chapter 1 to i when im done.

submission na namin sa tuesday kaya goodluck sa napakasipag kong section na 4-43. the pre-law class. hahaha.

bullshit pare.

still have a long and winding journey before this year would be over so please wish us goodluck.

amen.

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Saturday, December 13, 2008

Sa dami ng gagawin, nakakatamad gumawa ng kahit ano.

Nasa kalahati palang ako ng pagtatally ng linsyak na Term Paper si English. Eh hello? Meron pa kayang chapter 4 at 5 pagkatapos ng pagtatally ng hinayupak na questionnaires na yun.

Gusto ko nang magbakasyon! Putanginang buhay to.

Nakakairita. SOBRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Hindi naman pwedeng hindi gumawa ng term paper kasi dun lang manggagaling yung grade namin para sa third quarter. Paper: 70% or yung equivalent ng CS tpos Defense is the remaining 30% which will be equivalent for the quarterly exams. Nakakaparanoid na.

PUTANGINA ulit.

Puke, masyado nang overused ang murang PUTANGINA. Hmm. Panu ba gumawa ng mura?

Suggestions anyone?? :D

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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Alam kong dapat ginagawa ko na ngayon ang term paper ko pero dahil sa hindi ko maipalawanag na kadahilanan eh hindi ko maituloy-tuloy ang pag-gawa. Yung sobrang paputol-putol. Nakakairita lang tuloy. Bukas pa ako magsisimulang magsurvey at tatapusin ko din bukas.

Magtatally tapos magaanalyze ng data. At pagkatapos nun ay magkoconclude na.

Tapos nun at gagawa ng recommendations para sa mga future na magreresearch na nasa same range ng topic.

Tapos nun aayusin ang buong term paper. Siguro derecho yung wala talagang tulugan. Kasi wala pa akong nagagawang matino hanggang ngayon. Yung RRL ko eh bitin parin at isang paragraph parin, eh supposedly yun yung pinakamahabang part nung Term Paper. Ah ewan ko ba. Basta hindi ko na hahahabaan. Sakit sa ulo no.

Super nafufrustrate na ako sa sarili ko. At pinipilit ko nalang yung mata na dumilat kasi ayaw na talaga at super antok na antok na ako sa sobrang layo ng bahay ko at sobrang haba ng biyahe ko. YAN ang disadvantages ng isang baliw na nakatira sa siyudad pero nagaaral sa bundok. Baliw naman kasi nga talaga.

O siya. Tatapusin ko na ang chapter 2 at 3 ko.

PRAY FOR THE ETERNAL REPOSE OF MY SOUL!!

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Tuesday, December 09, 2008

Super nasisiraan na ako ng bait. :))

Napakawalang kwenta nung survey form ko at hindi ko alam kung marireach ko yung dapat kong malaman gamit yung survey form eh. Feeling ko nga hindi eh. Siguro papacheck ko kay Miss Yabut bukas tapos saka ko dadagdagan kung kulang pa. Bangag na bangag na ako eh.

Wala pa akong reaction paper para sa ECONOMICS pero meron na ako nung HARD copy nung research tungkol sa kung san-san man. Yung Great Depression chuvaness. Haha. Parang ang EMO eh. Amfness nalang.

So ngayon, 12:30 na at wala pa akong nagagawang matino pero matutulog na ako. Ayoko nang pahirapan ang sarili ko. Mamaya ko na aayusin ang buhay ko. Taena talagang term paper to.

Kung ang term paper ay pinagagawa dahil pinaghahanda kami para sa college, eh "SIR" masyado mo naman kaming mahal. Kahit wag mo na kaming ihanda. Ayos lang. :)) WTH.

Sakit kasi sa ulo eh. Naalala ko tuloy yung kakornihan ni DIZON. T-H-E-S-I-S = The Hard Extra Schoolwork in School ata yun. Ewan ko ba. Sorry kung mali, basta parang ganun nga yun. Kung ano mang ka-epalan yun.

So ayan, nagpapapam-pam na naman ako. Eh sa naloloka na ako dito eh. Wala pa akong makausap kundi yung aso kong walang ginawa kundi mang-ngatngat ng mga mahahalagang bagay sa buhay ko kagaya ng earphones ko, chargers, kumot, unan, atbp.

Ngayon ko lang din nalaman na hindi bagay ang PINEAPPLE JUICE sa TUNA SANDWICH. Puta, pangit ng lasa.

Kailangan ko ngayon ng inspirasyon para makagawa ng matinong TERM PAPER. Sino pwede? Taena. Mamatay na ako.

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Saturday, December 06, 2008

Put away the pictures
Put away the memories
I’ve poured over and over
Through my tears 
I’ve held them till I’m blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that might keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more
How do you leave it in a drawer 

Now here it comes
The hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that’s holding on
How do I start to live my life alone
Guess I’m just learning
Learning the art of letting go

Try to say it’s over
Say the word goodbye
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And I can’t set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we’ll be friends forever more
Wish I could open up that door

Now here it comes
The hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that holding on
How do I start to live my life alone
Guess I’m just learning
Learning the art of letting go

Watching us fade
What can I do
But try to make it through the pain
Now one more day without you

Where do I start to live my life alone
I guess I’m learning
Only learning




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this song is indeed for you, you self-centered son of a bitch. :(
Learning the art of letting go

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Friday, December 05, 2008

Nakakairita. Yun lang ang makakapagdescribe ng araw ko kahapon. Nak ng puke.

Unang una, pinapunta kami ng SBC-Mendiola para manuod nung SHAKE MO SCHOOL MO ng TV5 na wala namang kwenta at parang nagpunta lang kami ng Beda para tumambay. Nakakairita talaga. Naglaro nalang kami ng UNO nina Margaret, Xavier, Julian, Ysabel, at kung sino sino pa.
Super BOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED talaga kami. Nakakainis.

Tapos naiwala pa ni Sir Sonajo yung UST form ni Nikko kaya kinailangan namin magprint ng bago, magpa-dry seal uli at pauwiin si Nikko para makuha yung Birth Certificate niya at dawalang 2x2 na ID pic. Pagkatapos nun. Hinintay namin si Nikko para makabalik ng Beda at malalaman ko na hindi pala siya sasama sa UST at ipapasubmit lang yung form niya SAKIN kasi daw pupunta siya ng U.E. Whatever talaga Nikko. Whatever.

Tapos nun. mga 3 na kami nakaalis sa Beda para makapunta sa UST. Sinunod namin ang alam na daan ni Xavier na sasakay ng LRT papuntang Recto at sumakay ng Jeep papuntang Dimasalang para makarating sa UST.

Walang humpay na paglalakad bago kami makarating sa Tan Yan Kee Hall at bigla naming makikita ang pilang 1 kilometro ata ang haba. Pero syempre pumila parin kami. Wala na talaga kaming magawa nun at masasakit na ang paa namin kaya pinagtatawan nalang namin yung mga nakakatawang mga bagay. Tulad ng dalawang babaeng naka uniform na akala mo may pulang apron na suot-suot. Mukha talaga tanga.

Isa pang napansin namin ay yung mga nakalistang pangalan sa labas nung building. May nakita kaming apelyido ay Gesmundo at isa namang apelyido na Ballester. SUD! :))

After namin pumila ng 2 oras at finally makuha ang permit ko, ni Nikko at ni Gyeo, Lumabas na kami ng UST papuntang McDo Morayta at kumain ng putanginang dinner.

Hinatid ko pabalik ng Beda sina Bea kasi sasabay siya kila Nap pauwi. Nakita namin sila sa may St. Placid's Hall at dun officialy nagdecide na umuwi na after namin kagatin si MJ. :))

Nairita pa ako na gusto akong papuntahin ni Nikko sa Mendiola para ibigay yung permit niya. Eh hello? Ako na nga yung pumila ng dalawang oras ako pa yung mag-eeffort? Epal naman kung ganun diba? Tapos nalaman ko pa kay Nap na kaya hindi siya sumama sa UST eh dahil nanuod siya ng Quarantine sa Gateway kasama si ROSE ANNE. Putanginang shet! Sinong hindi magagalit nun!? Nakakabanas talaga. Sarap sampalin.

Well, anyways.
Naisipan naming mag-bus at sumama pa ako dun. Pinagtripan pa nga namin si Redge na hindi siya pwedeng magsalita the whole trip kundi ililibre niya lahat ng pamasahe namin. 3 strikes and she's out! :)) Mukha tuloy siyang tanga na nagsasign language. Para kaming nga-cha-charades! :D Ang ingay-ingay namin sa likuran ng bus at napapatingin na yung mga tao samin pero wala parin kaming pakielam. :D

Bumaba ako sa Ortigas at bumili ng t-shirt kasi sobrang baho na nung shirt ko dahil sa isang buong araw na TODO-PAWIS na naranasan niya. :))

At naka-uwi ako ng 10:30.

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Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Dahil mukhang uso ang mga wishlist ngayon kasi pasko. Makikisali ako.

1. Creative Zen X-Fi 8gb

2. Samsung OMNIA

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3. Suzuki Alto (it's not quite goodlooking but i like it)

4. Acer Aspire Predator PC.

So far yan palang naman ang gusto ko.

plus my first ever pair of Havaianass and Chuck Taylor sneakers. :))

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